LuV CyCL3

to LuV is MeaN tO giV3

to GivE is mEan To aCCePt

To aCCepT is mean to aPPreCiaTe

tO AppR3ciaTe is mEaN To LoV3

cONfuSeD

suddenly instant message's window appeared at the desktop

"Hai syg!!"

his first word

then he put love environment

i'm really confused right now

isn't he already had a new girl now??

then i ask him

"why u keep calling me that?"

n he answered

"bcoz i love to call u that"

"how about the girl"

"which girl..so many of them"

then i change the topic

he asks me to find him at K.S. 

then he ends our conversation with

"sy syg awk..syg awk sgt2"

i juz confused

n keep confused

that night, i make a status about him

' i'm happy with my life now, u're the past n u made me hurt..so, i delete u from my diary'

n sum1 else misunderstood

that the status is for her

then, she make a status

'tanpa ko hidup aku dh aman, pegi ko..shuh3!!'

mcm tu r lebih kurg maksud die

aku x ingat ayat die

but i keep my mind positive

thats not 4 me

then, another status

'....tido...harap esok benda yg x menyenangkan ilg dr pandangan mata'

mcm td r..lbh kurg r ayat die

agak terasa r jugak

thats confirm 4 me

ntahlah

i didn't disturb her or her life anymore

but

why did this happened??

don't know if i shud explain or not

bcoz i'm not wrong

i'm not state the status to her

but i don't want her to misunderstood me

don't want to fight anymore

shud i explained?

or mayb i'm the 1 who misunderstood her

really confused

yOu & mE

I juz don't understand you

What u want from me?

I still remember ur words

'mayb we not meant to be together'

but

why you keep coming into my life

you're hers now

please keep that in ur mind

don't come to me

with something wif our name on it together

bcoz

bcoz of that

i'm putting my hope on you

please

i beg you

juz go away

far

far away

leave me, our love n our memory

LoV3 mEAnS kiLLinG uRseLf

to love means to kill urself

people said

when u love sum1

its mean to give ur heart away to the one

n when u done that

u're killing urself

without a heart u can't breath

thats why

love needs 2 people

2 people who exchange their heart with each other

n 4 that

u'll hear from their lips whisper to each other

'without u i can't breath'

so,

give ur heart to the one

who want to give his/her heart to you too

love is interesting

My Feeling Right Now

i juz miss..

how he called my name

how he whispered his love

how he touched my heart

how he hold my love

how he comfort my tears

how he shared my laugh

how he felt me

i juz miss him

a lot..damn lot

if i juz can return to that time

n never let him go

nEw yeAr NeW bLoG

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