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suddenly instant message's window appeared at the desktop

"Hai syg!!"

his first word

then he put love environment

i'm really confused right now

isn't he already had a new girl now??

then i ask him

"why u keep calling me that?"

n he answered

"bcoz i love to call u that"

"how about the girl"

"which girl..so many of them"

then i change the topic

he asks me to find him at K.S. 

then he ends our conversation with

"sy syg awk..syg awk sgt2"

i juz confused

n keep confused

that night, i make a status about him

' i'm happy with my life now, u're the past n u made me hurt..so, i delete u from my diary'

n sum1 else misunderstood

that the status is for her

then, she make a status

'tanpa ko hidup aku dh aman, pegi ko..shuh3!!'

mcm tu r lebih kurg maksud die

aku x ingat ayat die

but i keep my mind positive

thats not 4 me

then, another status

'....tido...harap esok benda yg x menyenangkan ilg dr pandangan mata'

mcm td r..lbh kurg r ayat die

agak terasa r jugak

thats confirm 4 me

ntahlah

i didn't disturb her or her life anymore

but

why did this happened??

don't know if i shud explain or not

bcoz i'm not wrong

i'm not state the status to her

but i don't want her to misunderstood me

don't want to fight anymore

shud i explained?

or mayb i'm the 1 who misunderstood her

really confused